Hand in Cap – What If Life Has Been Trying to Balance the Scales All Along?

We all know what the word handicap tends to mean today.
Limitations. Disadvantages. Something “less than.”

And yet… few remember the origin of the word.

Hand in cap — an old practice of balancing unequal trades by placing something in a shared cap.
A symbol of fairness. Of making things right. Of giving more to the one who had less.

What if those of us who feel our lives have been “handicapped” —
not just by physical limits, but by childhoods marked by absence, pain, or injustice —
what if we’ve misunderstood the meaning all along?

What if your “handicap” was never punishment — but a sign that the universe is seeking balance?

That somewhere, there is a cap… still held open.
Still waiting.
Still full of what could equalize the weight you’ve carried.

Not a cap of charity — but a cornucopia.
The horn of life’s abundance.
And it’s been there all along.

You may not have known to reach for it.
You may have been taught that you’re not allowed to.
But what if you were?
What if you’re meant to?

You don’t have to know how.
That part belongs to Life.
All you need is the willingness to reach.

Not with your hands. With your heart.

Maybe what waits inside isn’t a specific solution.
Maybe it’s not a miracle event or a sudden turn in fortune.
Maybe it’s a feeling — one that can rise up from within you the moment you remember:

You are not broken.
You are not forgotten.
You are already being balanced.

So today, imagine it.
Close your eyes.
Reach into the cap.

Take what’s yours.
What’s always been waiting.
And let it restore the weight you never deserved to carry alone.

You don’t have to deserve it.
You only have to remember:
The universe remembers you.
And it’s already reaching back.

May 2026 be the year you reach into that cap —
and finally take what was always meant for you.